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Spring 2006
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Poetry of Pamela De Leon - Lewis
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What inspired Pamela  to write this poem "IT HIT THE FAN" :
                                                             I didn't want to be immobilized by fear and uncertainty.I was being controlled by breast cancer and I no longer wanted to be intimidated by it. I had to regain control of me- my body and my spirit so I let my creativity get to work. I threw a Pity Party on the eve of my mastectomy. I brought out my best crystal glasses and toasted my breasts with some sparkling cider and a good cry, as I confronted this demon that was threatening to destroy my life. I was not about to let it hold my sprit captive...no way. This party was the start of my decision to fight back with everything I have in me.

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This poem is found in her  first poetry book
Smiling Thru the Tears which is available through the author at Publish America.
Pamela De Leon - Lewis, Poet from New York
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Smiling Thru The Tears
by  Pamela De Leon-Lewis (New York)

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             IT HIT THE FAN

         by Pamela De Leon- Lewis
          Source:
Smiling Thru The Tears, (2005) p. 47

           One day, I'd finally had it
            Well I sure cursed Cancer out.
            I took the idiot to the bathroom;
            I tossed my Christian values out.
            I opened my mouth in anger
            and all the filth came pouring out;
            The things I heard myself say
            still makes me blush with shame today.

            Well, I told it a thing or two-
            Where to go and who to screw;
            I even told it what to kiss
            and when it should kiss it too.
            That day, I really lost control
            I was on a roll.
            My dear friends, the truth be told
            I' d have cursed the whole damn world

            Until that day, I convinced myself
            There was no real pressure.
            If I could keep talking to myself
            And keep tight reins on my temper,
            Things would work out for the best
            Just you wait and see;
            Because this was just a little test
            The Lord was giving me.

            Needless to say the test God gave
            I failed it, miserably.
            The pressure just built up in me
            And I acted terribly.
            I simply lost my temper.
            Things just couldn't get any worse.
            So I locked myself in the bathroom
            And like a sailor I started to curse.

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The  Poem is  published in Muses Review with
permission from Pamela De Leon- Lewis

Read the poems of Pamela De Leon- Lewis in Winter 2006 edition of  Muses Review.
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