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Winter 2006
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Wrestling With My Father
by Doug Holder


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Date: Mon, 23 Jan 2006 21:53:22 -0800 (PST)   
Subject: Re: From Doug Holder 4 poems 

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What inspired Doug Holder to write his poems below:  These poems are related my late father. They deal with his life and death; and his affect on me. Many of them were included in my collection "Wrestling With My Father.' The book deals with the ying and the yang of my relationship with him, a relationship we all have with our fathers, to one degree or the other. 
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    Father's 3AM Vigil 

by Doug Holder
Source:
Wrestling With My Father (2005)


  My room was more of a tomb
  preserved mementos settling in--
   a sediment of summer camp pictures
  orphaned snapshots
  scattered around the room.  

  As I unpacked my bag
  I could hear the ancient tribal call
  of my late father
  from the backyard
  and my comic, chaplinesque
  descent, down the staircase
  a chubby boy in pursuit
  of the carbon-crusted meat
  the sting of vinegar on the roof of my mouth
  from the fascist whip of German potato salad.  

  It is  3AM
  during my 38th year
  my elderly father's light
  still burns in his room
  he rubs the gray stubble
  of his weathered cheeks
  so tired
  but still scheming
  in the early hours
  still planning
  another assault on Madison Ave
  afraid to turn the lights out
  and face the dark.

    He walks like the lonely
  sentry he once was
  in Liverpool during the war
  between bedroom and bathroom.
  I no longer hear
  a youthful stream
  pierce the water
  all is tentative
  and a struggle
  and I barely contain my tears
  when I see his shrunken frame
  hunched over
  pressing out what is left of him
  so late in the night.   
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     Saturday, February 07, 2004   
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Why Did He Leave Her?  

    by Doug Holder
Source:
Wrestling With My Father (2005)

Because of the terminal
certainty of the itinerary--
his course redlined
with an actuary's passionless
calculation,
a replay of his father's descent.
And with her--
so young
he reinvented his flame
but of course
the outcome
is always
the same. 

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  Wednesday, May 07, 2003
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The  poems are  published in Muses Review with
permission from Doug Holder.
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